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There was once someone in my life that I spent every waking moment trying to save from himself. I sacrificed a lot of my own well-being to keep him alive. Quite some time ago, I stopped fighing for his happiness. I learned tonight that last week he had decided to stop fighing as well, and as he always promised, he took his own life. I'm not sure how to feel about this.... There isn't a set book of rules on this kind of stuff.